What Im doing now? I think i supposed to be studying biology now in my room ,but still end up surfing net here .It's really stressing ,babe mid-year is coming soon !But what's you are doing here ?= =OMG It has been a month i sat beside winhoe ,relaxing communication make me feel pretty free :) Another-next month is going to start soon , who will be the next ? God please give me some blessing !
I have just watched through sulim's australia trip's photos .People, I wish for that too! How will it be if I can take one too ?I need a trip for now :) People around keep asking 'will you stay for next year?' And as usual, I just keep answering ' I dont want to ...but actually it will be a must for me staying here because of my mum ' Everything as usual and also for this too . I DONT WANT ,BUT IT ACTUALLY IT WILL BE A MUST ,so no point Im still strugling here :( Or else I take what i told winhoe I want to be as him :) Harmless to take it as consideration .Besides ,Meiqian and Yongsheng have actually suggest me something that i think it's is also a not-bad-one for me too, maybe :) So altogether , I have two selection now ! Actually it is not just a joke when i told him I will take it as consideration ,because it really matches with what I like .I have really found what's my problem keep failing in finding what's my favourite ,it's because i always take too much factors to be worried for ,actually. I asked several of them including chooiling 'what you think is much more important between salary and amibition ?' None of them aswered 'galary' .I always want to get other's aggreement ,even though I have has my own answer ,cos what i need is just other's agreement ,not only keep asking to make people impressed at last with mine and sometime I may force them too :(I bet chooiling knows this .So when I tried to ask her and have the desire to make her same as mine ,she took some time to think and finally she said ' ambition ' too ,I mean TOO !I feel extremely depressed and even exaggerate because for me ,I cant take ambition as my primary consideration !I feel that they are insane and now I really get that they are not ,but now I am :)
Days by days :) People ,work hard !
1 comment:
maybe you can discuss with yr mum and try to chg her mind ba :)
although ambition is important
bt parents always take salary as their consideration cos they worry abt their children future
they hope their children can do a better job and live comfortable
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