What You Look Forward To

Dude,start from now on,Im going to use English for articles posting .People usually ask ' What for ,we can express more by using Chinese ha '.I know that ,but Sulim said ' didnt wasted my time on blogging by using english hehe ';) That's why ! It's obviously not easy but it benefited ,maybe .And you know ,Sulim's action makes me look forward to graduation !! Im just feeling OHOHOH when reading her posts ! Didn't spend any time chating with her when she came back once ,I got lotta things want to ask and for the most surprisingly one ,her ambition ----paramedic .I forgot it has been how long I did listened to her that she are not going to continue her first-aider life as this is the career that she don't even want to touch .Mature thinking makes one change ? And you know ,I think I have slightly found what i want in life !!!! This is really my first time feeling that it's work ! 

I have experienced in leading members without both of my partners today .It's really hard when people that always by your side is not around you .But fortunately ,i had two helpers that really helped out alots .I get my experience but i really acted like an insane today .Members starting to do things that are not make sense .I shouted shouted and shouted ,but I dont really believe that they had known what I want ,Should I believe ? But I think it will just make me crazy . Number of members getting less and less , ability that suppossed to be increased is now decreased ,whose false ?

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