WILAYAH NC

finally the 1st semester exam has passed.

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finally we gotta start our class again.

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finally.finally.finally == sigh ~

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as wat i said before .. we have finally knew who is our wilayah leader .. it's binxin !! i'm soo happy for tat ..bt .. till nw .. i still cant get the feel from our team .. u know ?? the feel tat belongs to 1 team .. among 1 team .. we less gather .. less practise and even hard to gather all of our teemates at a same time .. maybe it is because most of us has already have our own job to finish in tis society ..already have our own group to take care of .. or maybe becoz of hav to take good care of our education besides of tis society too .. i really worry tat our team cant gain good communication ..cant get good result or even cant attend the competition.== tis is a good opportunity for me to join wilayah as such kinda easy if compare to the others or the previous .. and i like my teemates n my trainers too !!! we know each other very well as the five of us ( becca binxin huiqing meiqian n me ) join ST.JOHN in the same 2006 year !!! n about jiayi .. she is the youngest among all of us .. jus a form 2 girl .. but she is in my group during the frim camping !! i didnt feel any apart when talking with her =) tat's y i said i love my group ! but .. i think tat we really hav to be more gather n even concerned to the others ! somemore , juz a few days ago .. jiayi ask me whether our team wanna stay back to train ourselves anot ?? i ' happy for although she is the youngest but she is the most concerned 1 among all of us as wat i can c ..

i say okie to her then we started to call the others 2 ..huiqing n meiqian .. for their answer .. but !! they was not free so tat cant attend the training.. dissapoined ==and i noe jiayi do felt it too .. then .. i call her to ask binxin whether can stay back to teach two of us some about any footdrill or first-aid skills so we can tell the other 2 about those thing ..for although they din come but still can know about it ..but binxin cant too !! tat time ..i felt i'm fully lack of energy to continue asking those useless thing .. but jiayi still continue ask me whether wanna ask becca or not.. coz she thought tat we can learn more for tat day school ended earlier ...i felt so sorry for what i said to her .. i said ' call again oso useless 1 .. juz two of us is meaningless !!!'' then after tat.. she din reply me again .. == i'm so sorry for this.. she is the youngest but the most concerned .. i shouldnt act like tis for i'm the elder ..i should be work harder as what she did !!!! i should be more concerned about this team !!!! i dun wan to loss this ==. i dun wan to giv up juz like tis ..i love them alots..

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wilayah NC '''' cheer up !!!''''

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my life is being more n more meaningless

`i iii dun wan to go school==

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sorry to kuaiping for i always busy n din bother u ==girl ~ cheer !! dun 逃避 ！